Tweet! ( 2008-07-03 )

Posted on July 3rd, 2008 in twitterbot |

  • She Frickin’ Blocked me… http://snurl.com/2t3yu #
  • @Busterwolf1176 Oh hell, you were there for some of the frustration :) #
  • Retweeting @majornelson: Want in on Ping.FM? Sign up and use the beta code: pingyoulater #
  • @Busterwolf1176 long, frustrating, awesome years. Too bad Seamus never panned out. #
  • Ok, the chick who played Helana (Sarah Carter) in the lame DOA movie is HOT. http://snurl.com/2t6o1 #
  • Anyoen know a good plug-in for Wordpress to handle Video galleries? #
  • @Busterwolf1176 Oh man, I coudl list more. And if we can jsut use pictures…. #
  • @Busterwolf1176 Here — http://tinyurl.com/5fqs4k #
  • HEr name is Hwang Mi Hee :) #
  • I have to say - Harvest is a great way to do time tracking http://www.getharvest.com/ #
  • saw Kung Fu panda tonight. Very, very amusing. #
  • Hopefully it will inspire my Judo this evening - I am a good counter fplayer in Judo, but I don;t trust my offense enough. #
  • Agreed… but we are in a “pure” judo section this month. Workign on standing 2 ground transitions. At 6″ / 260# I should attack more :) #
  • I am headint to sleep. I need to put a few hours under my brain. #
  • @KingsArt Sasaki Nazomi - take that! http://snurl.com/2t9gi #

July 4th - Dissent, criticism, pride, guns and freedom

Posted on July 3rd, 2008 in ramblings |

Note: This post is also on Herdwatching.

As I write this it it July 03, 2008. This post is not a long, coherent essay but rather the expression of a number of thoughts that have been swirling for a few weeks… brought to a point by a piece of writing by Chris Satullo over at the Philadelphia Inquirer. Understand me clearly… I agree with the founding fathers about dissent and disagreement. My point is not that Chris should remain quiet.

Disagreement with the government and the course of the nation is the right of every U.S. citizen and so deeply ingrained in our national character that our founders considered it the first thing they had to remind us of. The first amendment grants us the freedom to not only disagree, but to attempt to persuade others to join us in that dissent via our ideas and our reason.

This freedom was considered so critical that to safeguard it the second thing they did was ensure that we had the right to arm ourselves so that we can never be truly silenced, and so that no one could attempt to persuade us by force instead of reason.

I am heartened beyond words that at a time when so many people are screaming loud and long that our rights have been removed the highest court in our nation issued a strong decision supporting that second amendment right to keep and bear arms. They not only supported it, they did so for exactly the right reason – in recognition of the critical role an individually armed populace plays as a check against rampant abuse of power.

I’ll say it again. I consider the right to dissent an essential freedom and a core American value. However that does not mean that all dissent is inherently valuable, or that reflexive dismissal of all that is amazing about this nation is inherently right and good.

We see the same thing happening in the conspiracy community. Since a mark of intelligence is asking questions then they are always at a loss that their penchant for asking stupid questions and ignoring the answers is not considered a sign of intelligence. They confuse the effect (questions) with the cause (intelligence). Dissent and criticism is the same way. Yes, many intelligent people dissent. It is not, however, true that all dissent is the result of intelligence.

To be fair, Chris is better than most. Chris is taking on important issues… I just think he misses the obvious in his analysis. Chris feels that if at any given single moment in time the U.S. isn’t operating perfectly to our ideals that it indicates a catastrophic failure of our nation and those who are part of it.

I disagree.

To me, the pride of the U.S.A. is that we have a system that corrects. We are a nation of humans, lead by humans, dealing with other humans in a complex world. We will make mistakes, we will occasionally loose our way and we will sometimes have to do seem things we are less than thrilled with to survive. Yet we always correct because the core of this nation is self correcting. There is no need for despair and there is no need to run around screaming. The system is in place – all you have to do is use it. Act. Speak. Persuade. Set an example.

Think about what even reading this missive of mine actually means:

  • I publish this on a website that grants me instant voice to the vast majority of the places on this earth. No government censor approves it, and there is no delay between my decision to publish it and it’s availability.
  • I do this from a house that is protected to a large degree from the random invasion by the government.
  • I write this less than 6 feet away from at least one handgun that I could use to defend myself and my freedom if I disagreed with that invasion, were it to happen.
  • I will post this to a blog that is covering an election in which the current front runner is a member of a party that in some cases may use it’s new power (if elected) to attempt to try the outgoing party as war criminals.
  • As contentious as that election is there is not a single hint (to anyone who is sane) that there will be serious violence, any issues with the exchange of power or serious compromises in the electoral process.
  • When I am done I am packing up for a long weekend where I will join about 500 others freaks for a celebration of our choices in how we live and what we do for fun.
  • At that event there will be a signing for a book written by my good friend and published by me. At no point in the creation, printing, distribution or sale of that book have we ever needed to beg the permission of the government or gain it’s approval of the content.

These are not the characteristics of a totalitarian nation.

I am proud as hell of this nation. I am proud of the vast majority of our actions, I am proud of what we stand for. As a superpower we wield enormous influence. Anyone rational can see that this influence has by and large been a force for good in the world. Untold billions of humans live better, in more freedom and with more peace than they would have without us.

  • There are many who revile us. Success always breeds envy.
  • There are many who blame us. When you have influence and resources there are always those who wish you used it to their benefit, and not your own.
  • There are many who seek our downfall. Our influence and indeed our very existence stands for something that many in this world consider evil. The right of individual humans to live for their own sake, and not as literal or moral slaves to their fellow man. On an individual level such a belief leads to hatred from others… of course it does on a national level as well.

I do have one real regret and disappointment in us as a nation this year. Each and every week I travel past the still gaping hole where the World Trade Center stood. That there is nothing there is, to me, a indicator that we are timid and that somehow we feel guilty about who we are.

We should have build the World Trade Center again the year it fell as a national project. We should have built it taller, wider and stronger. We should have built it in a way that was instantly recognizable as the buildings that were taken down. It should have stood as the largest collective “fuck you” in the history of mankind.

We did not, and I think I know why. Somewhere within us there is shame over what we are. That shame is not the shame expressed by Chris in his article. His distress is a symptom. Somewhere, deep down, many of us are ashamed of our collective success and power. We are as a nation wracked with the same doubts and fears that many powerful and successful individuals feel in a world that is trying to convince them to give it all up and be servants of the evil and weak.

Do not fall for this trap, either as a individual or a national citizen. There is nothing about ability, success or power that is shameful.

By all means this 4th of July keep in mind your questions and your dissent. Make your plans for how you will speak and act to make the changes you feel are needed. Discuss the upcoming elections and persuade those you can to vote the way you wish them to.

While you are doing all that however, do not despair but rather feel uplifted and proud. Appreciate that you live in a nation that protects your ability to do all that, provides you with the means to accomplish your goals and supports you in the attempt. Look around you at the monument this nation is to the work of those who were not crushed for the sake of their brothers. Reflect and remember that the greatest all volunteer military in history is keeping you safe and extending these freedoms to many who would otherwise never taste them.

Pause in your debates and take a moment with your opponents to smile in sheer delight at your freedom to debate and argue. Allow yourself the joy that comes from being an American.

I promise, it is ok to be proud.

I was (am) one funny, optimistic, bitter motherf*cker…

Posted on July 3rd, 2008 in ramblings |

It started out simply… this message came across FriendFeed

“Post your first authored site/blog Formatted as: domain, earliest archive date, wayback machine link” - Mark Krynsky 

coredump_oldschool_02022001 That shouldn’t be that hard, I thought. I’ve pretty much always been in the same place here at soulhuntre.com. In fact, the first ever blog post I can remember making is still online, right here. Just for fun though, I went to the Internet Wayback Machine to find it. Turns out they don’t really go back that far and the first real “blog” posting they caught was 12.02.2000 and yes, that post is also still here.

Mission accomplished, right? Well… sort of. While I was poking around I came across this post and read it a few times. Initially it depressed me and pissed me off. Many of the feelings and frustrations I expressed that day are still with me. Some of the same dreams I had not realized then still elude me now. Add in the normal self recriminations and examinations that plague many men in their 42nd year and you can imagine that it hit me a little hard.

As with the post itself, however, my normal wit returned. For every disappointment I can name two things I have done I am proud of. For each setback there have been victories. I am still close to almost everyone from that time that mattered to me and the girls I love still dwell in my house and still call me Daddy and consider themselves in my service.

When I come back from TES Fest there will be a lot of work to do on the next phase of my life. Always I am changing, always I am revising my goals. In short it is ever thus – driven by my frustration of my failings and the gnawing desire of things I have yet to achieve I move forward. Yet what could so easily turn to self pity and self loathing never seems to get that far.

My ego is almost certainly to large for that… and for this I am thankful.

Tweet! ( 2008-07-02 )

Posted on July 2nd, 2008 in twitterbot |

  • Interesting - 5 web ordered copies of The Forked Tongue already. There will be copies at the TES Fest signing! http://snurl.com/2siwa #
  • Anyone interested in buying a brand new, not activated, in the box Samsung Blackjack II? Turns out I am not goign to use it. Make an offer! #
  • @TeeMonster It’s an old term - way back to CHiago mob days. #
  • @michaelf Qik get full Windows Mobile support yet? Or still only a very limited number of phones? :: poke :: #
  • @thenewslave All that power, and they coudlnt manage to get copy / paste into the iphone #

Tweet! ( 2008-07-01 )

Posted on July 1st, 2008 in twitterbot |

  • @aperiodicone Hyper-V is a good thing. #
  • The consulting / hosting firm I do admin work for jsut took the plunge and set up a Mosso account. #
  • Flash data is now indexable by Google / Yahoo? Very interesting stuff… http://snurl.com/2rx58 #
  • Tes Fest is coming up fast! http://www.tesfest.org #
  • Wordpress 2.6 is coming on FAST - here are 10 things you should know - http://snurl.com/2ryyt #
  • Pk… crashign for a few hours. #
  • Go Lulu! 64 copies of “The Forked Tongue” are in my hands in time for TES Fest. #
  • Want a copy of “The Forked Tongue” but can’t get to TES Fest? HEre’s the link… http://www.lulu.com/content/2740786 #
  • @rexm No. #

Tweet! ( 2008-06-30 )

Posted on June 30th, 2008 in twitterbot |

  • Ok, this is frickin’ hilarious… http://photoshopdisasters.blogspot.com #
  • Anyone using Trillian Astra? Liek it? Anyoen have an invite to the Alpha for me? ;) #
  • Is Google shutting down anti-obama blogger sites? I’m not sure - but the pattern seems to be emerging… http://snurl.com/2rar2 #
  • @rexm I hope so - though I woudln’t be shocked if not, I think Google is a fairly activist firm overall. #
  • @Busterwolf1176 Hey, I want to BE one of those guys. #
  • A great discussion about how the Heller decision might alter gun lays in NYC. http://snurl.com/2rbcg #
  • I wanted Comvu / Livecast to rock. but it sucks. seriously. http://snurl.com/2rbr2 #
  • @IDisposable There shoudln’t be - it is the next obvious step. #
  • What are your top 5 movies? Mine are here - http://seesmic.com/v/eDjqm9VnGG #
  • More discussion about books that changed your life… http://seesmic.com/v/6irJjS94dZ #
  • vs.php continues to kick ass. All the power of the Visual Studio IDE for PHP work? Hells yeah! #
  • @thenewslave The only folks who have Vista are those who havn’t used it without bias. In EVERY single way, it kicks XP’s ass. #
  • This is gonna be a big weekend, I am an organizer / security guy for http://www.tesfest.org - 3 fulld ays of kink frivolity in NJ. #
  • Ok twitter! Tiem for a nap! #
  • FYI - Awesome comment cam ein on the “Daddy” post over at powerinpractice.com - u might dig it http://snurl.com/2rhpe #

Tweet! ( 2008-06-29 )

Posted on June 29th, 2008 in twitterbot |

Tweet! ( 2008-06-28 )

Posted on June 28th, 2008 in twitterbot |

  • Anyone shoot video on a Casio EX-Z80? Is it more useful than a flip ultra of a vimeo? #
  • Ok. Gonna crash for a bit. Then goign to see Flagg, then heading to Tatsumi. #
  • Hulu is almost perfect. It’s amazing. #
  • @michaelf :: poke :: Still waiting for full WM6 support :) #
  • C64 emulator for Wimdows Mobile Phones? Oh yes. http://snurl.com/2qil9 #
  • Heading to see Flagg. Long nap. #
  • Heading over to Tatsumi’s place. Did 85 push up sof mixed types. Way short of my goal. #
  • Kimiko’s live interview is being broadcast on my cam, http://www.ustream.tv/soulhuntre go ahead, take a peek. #

Tweet! ( 2008-06-27 )

Posted on June 27th, 2008 in twitterbot |

  • Good discussion about guns on Friendfeed at http://snurl.com/2poqk also posted on my blog at http://snurl.com/2poqu #
  • Ok… time for a few hours sleep. The workout at the Dojo went ok, still need to do LOTS more pushups though. The abs went OK. #
  • Eva Mendez is amazingly, stunnignly hot. #
  • The LG Dare looks like a decent iPhone competitor for Verizon users, though I’ll keep my WM6 phone. http://snurl.com/2pvzo #
  • Gonna see wanted at 710est and aready have one workout done today. Gonna do the hundrepushups.com test later. #

Second amendment thoughts…

Posted on June 27th, 2008 in ramblings |

I will eventually weave all this into a Herdwatching post… but here is a quick peek at my comments in a discussion on FriendFeed.

“Obviously I hope I never >need< a gun, but I absolutely demand the right to own one. It is not for the government to disarm me and render me helpless and entirely dependent on the largess of the government to keep me safe. My life is mine to have, to make the most of and ultimately to defend. I have no intention of having to hope that someone else comes to save me from the violent, psychotic fringe that will always be with us. I own a weapon to protect myself from criminals and, if need be, my government.

In demanding the right to keep and bear arms the US citizen is demanding that our government treat us as self determining humans with the power, ultimately, to make independent decisions on the use of deadly force. We demand to take unto ourselves the final responsibility for our own well being. For me, a populace that has allowed their government to render them helpless and defenseless on a personal level has allowed themselves to become wards of a state that has become their surrogate parent.” – Soulhuntre in a discussion on Friendfeed

There ya go, in a nutshell.

Tweet! ( 2008-06-25 )

Posted on June 25th, 2008 in twitterbot |

  • Ok, I give up…. is this SUPPOSED to be hot? Or am I jsut twisted? (NSFW autopsy, Alissa Milano) http://snurl.com/2og3m #
  • @Big_Jake right, right…. before. I need to remember that. #
  • @Digitalsulis LOL. BTW - I am lookgin into the Wordpress ??? you asked, I knwo a guy who knows, but he is on a date tonight :) #
  • Ack. Seemic “introduction” post. http://seesmic.com/v/wnj343MgYg #
  • Serious Firefox 3 vulnerability could effect 14 million users. http://snurl.com/2oi3h #
  • @KingsArt LOL. Live broadcasting is making a comeback :) Girl2 may rise again! #
  • Anyone know of a good, fast way to record to blip.tv ? #
  • Someone shoudl totally donate a logitech quickcam orbit AF to me :) Really :) #
  • Night twitter! #
  • Awesome response to the “baby snatcher” add from MoveOn.org - http://snurl.com/2opx7 #
  • Friendfeed, home to your average scattering of 9/11 conspiracy paranoiacs. http://snurl.com/2otn8 #
  • Seesmic discussion about how much foreign interests should have a say in US elections … #
  • Oops! forgot the link - http://snurl.com/2oucn #
  • @KingsArt This one is awesome - and the performance is great. http://snurl.com/2ov5w #
  • And this one, might just be in the top two - from Fight Club… http://snurl.com/2nsw4 #
  • @KingsArt And arguably the best one - from Pulp Fiction … http://snurl.com/2nntu #
  • An awesome study in contrasts, a tale of two mothers… http://snurl.com/2ox3r #
  • @MindTweets Its not subscribers, it’s influence. Do you egt into the cool private betas? Do companies bribe youw ith stuff? Travel? #
  • @aperiodicone Thats because PS3’s suck :) #
  • Anyone know a high tech, hyper can-do printing firm in NY or NJ who can really get stuff done? #

Tweet! ( 2008-06-24 )

Posted on June 24th, 2008 in twitterbot |

  • Awesome fight club typography… http://snurl.com/2nsw4 #
  • My first Seesmic reply posted. More video?! http://snurl.com/2ntg7 #
  • Anyone here have direct experiences working with Brightcove they would be willign to share? #
  • Wow. It looks liek the Wordpress “Paybox” plugin is totally flalow and no longer supported. * sigh * #
  • Hars Demotivator just seen: “Anne Frank - Hide and Seek World Champion, 1942-1944″ #
  • @evansims Plesk is a useful beastie. #
  • Ok. I am alreasy digging Harvest for tiem tracking. #

Tweet! ( 2008-06-23 )

Posted on June 23rd, 2008 in twitterbot |

  • Discussion on Iraq, Iran, “desert power”, first strikes and nucleur defense… good discussion. http://snurl.com/2n8j1 #
  • A good point about the stuff I share on Friendfeed… worth reading… http://snurl.com/2n8mk #
  • Web 2.0 jobs room on FriendFeed… coolness… http://snurl.com/2n8nz #
  • Wow - lots of passion in this thread… http://snurl.com/2n8j1 #
  • @Busterwolf1176 Rock on! #
  • @Busterwolf1176 You might find this discussion interesting… http://snurl.com/2n8j1 #
  • Had an urge to do a video blog update. Coudlnt decide between kyte.tv, ustream.tv and blip.tv. Any thoguhts for long term video blogging? #
  • Small ustream.tv based video blog entry - jsut testing the waters. http://snurl.com/2nbry #
  • Night! #
  • The video is only so so (Typography animation) but Johnny Cash is always cool http://snurl.com/2nmuz #
  • Intense Debate folks take way, way to long to respond to support questions. Too bad. #
  • Pulp Fiction in Kinetic Type. http://snurl.com/2nntu #
  • At the dojo. Hope the workouts last week helped. I could live without the stress. Ah well. It will b what it will b. #

Seesmic reply - Some more video

Posted on June 23rd, 2008 in ramblings |

I have been playing with different video platforms today. So we will be seeing how this goes and where it takes me. This is a reply I put up about teachers and education.

Video weekend wrap up…

Posted on June 23rd, 2008 in ramblings |

Video blog entry, testing out ustream.tv for this. You might need to hit play / pause / play if it doesn’t run - it needs to buffer.