I should have been asleep hours ago. I was in bed, it was dark, I am tired. You would think it had all the makings of a coma. Sleep would not come. I knew then the shape of what part of me wanted to do… but not in any detail. So I got up, surfed, read [...]
…possessed by the will of a male at his time, his bidding.
A quote I just found that I liked the sound of… “I do not want to be the leader. I refuse to be the leader. I want to live darkly and richly in my femaleness. I want a man lying over me, always over me. His will, his pleasure, his desire, his life, his work, [...]
Lo. Li. Ta.
”She was Lo, plain Lo, in the morning, standing four feet ten in one sock. She was Lola in slacks. She was Dolly at school. She was Dolores on the dotted line. But in my arms she was always Lolita. Light of my life, fire of my loins. My sin, my soul. Lolita” – from [...]